Hey friends,
So much for that double-duty decorating idea to be up in a few days right?
It's been a rough few days to say the least. I had my first ultrasound on Wednesday. We got some heart-breaking news. Our baby's heart beat cannot be found. Things aren't looking well. We are holding onto hope that our little one is still okay, but the doctors say I will miscarry in time. For now, we wait. Blood tests should tell more, but we won't have results until probably Thursday.

It has been a trying time. Not knowing is really the hardest, sitting still.

I have been holding onto Deuteronomy 31:8. The Lord gave me this verse months ago, and it has become my comfort verse. I return to it again and again. I cling to it, but still I am scared. My heart hurts.

I am learning to trust the Lord in such a deeper way.

I know our Lord is good, I know our little one is in good hands, but sometimes it is hard to see the big picture in the moment.

"It is the LORD who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed."